Editorial: It's finally here! The new 'arts review' version of 'Pan.' Each bi-monthly upload will feature pieces on working artists and writers and their current and/or recent activities, which I very much hope will appeal to most readers. (If not necessarily at the same time...) Books, never fear, will never be too far away. In fact, this month and April will highlight them, alongside music, very much to the fore in both. I'm intending the layout should develop as we go along, so time-constraints have ensured that - for now at least - I concentrate upon content. Til later, then...enjoy!
music.
PETER
COYLE has been a solo artist and collaborator for thirty years now.
Best known to a general audience as the boyish-faced, founding lead
singer of Liverpool band The Lotus Eaters, who first stormed the
charts and the BBC Radio One playlist with 'The First Picture Of You'
in July 1983, he subsequently forsook the usual route of commercial
cashing-in to forge his own musical path, in his own way. I'd been
in touch with Peter, on-and-off, since 2002, just ahead of the
release of his album, 'Stay Deep In The Music.' (A phrase he still
uses in correspondence, which, as an artist, highlights his main
priority). With this year heralding a return to gigging under his own
name, it seemed a good time to catch up...
What
was the last book, or other text, you read that, either directly or
indirectly, inspired your lyrics?
PC:
First of all I should say that I work really hard to try and be
receptive to everything. I am obsessed in a way, and like many
creative people I am always on the lookout for resonances. In answer
to your question… I have just been collaborating with Martyn Ware
for the 'Everything You Can Imagine Is Real' event at the National
Portrait Gallery.
For
this we wrote six songs and used the words from Pablo Picasso's 'The
Burial of the Count of Orgaz and Other Poems,' which is utterly
brilliant by the way. That was a really interesting process and we
learnt a great deal from that. Also Sarah Lewis, the author, sent me
a poem about the loss of her husband, Lee, to lung cancer called 'The
Year After You,' which absolutely floored me with its beauty. I
ended up putting music to those beautiful words.
Which of your recent work best reflects or expresses that inspiration?
PC:
I am still trying to find the creative spaces. For example, Picasso
said in one of his poems it is a thing behind another thing…and it
just screamed out at me. It says so much - and Francis Bacon said
that his great struggle is how to capture reality without it being
just an illustration. Again, it just says it all - and when you see
that picture of Francis Bacon in his studio surrounded by all that
cut up chaotic layer upon layer of colour it makes you realize how
incredibly obsessive and dedicated the man was to his art. For me,
there is nothing more beautiful. Exactly the same with Picasso. He
never stopped working…he pushed himself to the limit…the same
with David Bowie…you just know that music was his life. There are
many more examples but these creative people take risks and, okay,
the ones I have highlighted were extremely successful, but there are
many incredible artists writers and poets who pursue their dreams
regardless of the success.
I have been trying to create something for thirty-seven years now and I am still hoping that one day I will create something that is timeless…something that is inspired. For example, I have been reading 'The Birthday Letters' by Ted Hughes. It is mind blowing. You can feel all the years of work in every single syllable. It is truly an incredible piece of work…far and beyond everything. I would like to just spend a whole year on that one book and write some music around it…that would be a dream for me…and there are so many things like that…incredibly inspiring. I would just love to let that energy pour into me and try to step out of the way and distill the energy into music…
I have been trying to create something for thirty-seven years now and I am still hoping that one day I will create something that is timeless…something that is inspired. For example, I have been reading 'The Birthday Letters' by Ted Hughes. It is mind blowing. You can feel all the years of work in every single syllable. It is truly an incredible piece of work…far and beyond everything. I would like to just spend a whole year on that one book and write some music around it…that would be a dream for me…and there are so many things like that…incredibly inspiring. I would just love to let that energy pour into me and try to step out of the way and distill the energy into music…
I know you've never been driven by a need to achieve some shallow kind of fame. At the same time, you seem to work harder than many of your contemporaries in releasing new material. What is the source of this drive? What are you striving to achieve?
PC:
The truth is I don't know. I had double pneumonia and I had not
finished the (third) Lotus Eaters album that we recorded in 2009. I
remember feeling devastated that it would not be finished as I was
scared that maybe it was my time to leave this earth. It was a
horrible feeling and as it turned out we did get to finish the album
thankfully but, unfortunately, it was never released…but at least
on my death bed I will know that I used all my talents to do my best
to serve people with my deepest creativity. So, everything I do is
seen through the prism of my death bed…and that is why I
work hard and hope that entitles me to be perceived as a genuine
creative person - but I have no control over other people's
perceptions. Every day, I try to write something beautiful and try to
be as creative as I can be.
I
know good poetry can be hard to achieve, but, as a writer, I find the
presumed simplicity of song lyrics even harder. How easy, or
otherwise, do you find writing lyrics?
PC: I think everyone can write lyrics. It is more important to find the right fit to the music or inversely to the words. It is all about the fusion of the two, and how it feels. I don't really distinguish between poetry and lyrics. I think poetry is more technical sometimes but both forms of expression are stunning when they work well. Sometimes when I hear people speak it mesmerizes me and it feels like music to me. I truly believe that even the slight movement of a facial muscle is poetry…but I live in a kind of dreamworld…
You've collaborated with dance-orientated, and other, producers in the past. What do you find most worthwhile about collaboration and would you want to do more in the future?
PC:
I think
it is important to work with others so as you do not become too
encapsulated in your own bubble; but, equally, it is good to explore
your own paths undisturbed. The best thing about working with someone
else is creating something that is bigger than the sum of its parts.
And there is always something to learn. The learning never ends.
Last summer you did a couple of Rewind Festivals with fellow Lotus Eater, Jem Kelly, and Heaven 17. You looked like you really enjoyed the experience, working audiences again. Yet, I know you (and Jem) also create very much in the present. Does your early musical past serve a positive purpose in the present, or is it more an obstacle? e.g. in gaining a new fan following for your solo work.
PC:
I
think they are two separate things. Gigs are beautiful because it is
a shared experience with the audience and they are not particularly
bothered about the new stuff. They want to renew their connections
with the older material - and why not? That is their prerogative. I
am so proud of what we have done and love to share it; but, equally,
I like to write and produce new material. That is important to me
personally. So, yes, I think they are distinct and different. And I
am very happy to be doing both. There is only love - and new music
and live music is a beautiful way of sharing that love.
Thank
you Peter - and good luck for the future.
Everything
You Can Imagine Is Real at the National Portrait Gallery:
The
Year After You:
https://myeighties.wordpress.com
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THE LOUNGE KITTENS are a
close-harmony trio specialising in sharp, funny, self-penned
numbers and unexpected, re-imagined covers. I stumbled across them via
their exuberant videos in summer 2015 and – discovering they were
local to my old home town - followed their career to the release of
their debut album last September and subsequent tour. Formed in
Southampton, Hampshire, in 2012, (after singing for fun in the local
choir), the star of Timia, Jen and Zan ascended further last
December, attaining a support slot with Status Quo at the O2 Arena,
with a second Download Festival penciled in for later this year. In keeping with their idea and outlook, responses are colour-coded to their signature hair dyes...
(To Jen & Timia): You
met at a production of Stephen Sondheim's 'Company.' Where were you
in your lives up to that point?
Timia:
I was a mature student in my first year of a Psychology BSc at
Southampton Uni. I'd kind of turned my back on music a bit after a
few stints in bands and a couple of years of music school - I'd
stopped enjoying it. I'd done a lot of musical theatre in my
childhood, but had gone completely off it in my late teens. The fact
that I even got cast in a musical at all was totally by accident and
the result of a few weird twists of fate leading up to that moment.
I'd never have met Jen otherwise, as our paths would not have
crossed. Thanks universe.
Jen: I
was currently studying for my Masters in Composition at the time. I
had mixed feelings about whether I even wanted to be a composer, so
was trying my hand at as many job opportunities and experiences that
I could get hold of. I was teaching singing on the side, and one of
my students wanted to audition for two musicals being put on at
Southampton University so I went to accompany him with absolutely no
intention of auditioning myself, until my friend said I should do it
'just for fun.' So I did and got in! I remember when I first met
Timia at the read through, I thought she was WAAAAY too cool to want
to talk to me, until we bonded over our matching socks.
(To
Zan): When you weren't singing with Timia and Jen in the local choir,
how were you getting by?
Zan:
Well, we knew each other for years before we really became friends
and I've changed career several times within the time we've known
each other. We didn't get to hang out much at choir because Jen was
up the front leading the sessions and Timia and I sing opposite
harmony parts so we were sat on opposite sides of the hall looking
wistfully at the other brightly coloured haired girl, wondering
whether she might wanna be friends, but thinking that she was
probably too cool to talk to me, ha-ha. The first time we went out
together was when they told me about this idea for a band they'd had
and asked if I wanted to be a part of it. And the rest is history.
BUT in the meantime I had left my office job and started working for
a live music promoter in Southampton, which turned out to be SUPER
handy in providing me with a working knowledge of the music industry.
How
did the hook-up with Adam Sagir and The Noise Cartel agency come
about?
Zan:
Adam and the team at Noise Cartel have been handling our press from
the very beginning, back when we first got booked for Sonisphere
(Festival) and we now consider the whole team good friends. Adam
likes what we do and it's a nice example of how the music industry
works (sometimes!) because he stepped in to guide us through our
first experiences of festival press circuits and official releases
purely because he thought we were fun and 3 years later, here we are
working on some really cool stuff together. I'll never forget the
whispers of 'who are the girls in the sparkly dresses' going round
backstage at Sonisphere in 2014. The next day everyone knew who we
were, thanks to Limp Bizkit!
At
what point did you realise this trio was beginning to feel like a
serious commitment?
Timia:
For me it was when festival bookings started to come in. Once we'd
said "yes" to those, that people were expecting us to turn
up and be good, I felt there was no turning back. That if we were
going to DO THIS I was going to have to overcome various fears and
anxieties and just bloody get on with it, because the other two were
relying on me to come through and I couldn't let them down.
Jen:
When we realised people were actually listening to us! As a musician
you can spend so much of your time serving as 'background music,' so
to have people sit and watch and listen and laugh at your music is
when you know you have to make it special. It was when we realised we
had to ditch a lot of our 'filler' music because people's reactions
to songs like 'Rollin' and 'I Don't Want To Miss A Thing' were just
too special. That's when I knew we had something special.
Zan:
It's always been a serious commitment for us because we take what we
do very seriously, even though we like to laugh at ourselves so much.
But I think there have been several stages where we've thought 'wow,
this is actually a real thing,' and those moments (thankfully) keep
on coming. Getting booked for Glastonbury for the first time and
Sonisphere back in 2014, we thought 'this is fun. Let's see how far
we can push it over the summer', totally convinced we'd be a flash in
the pan, but wanting to take every experience we could from it. Then
the Steel Panther tour came in and we thought 'ok, this is dream come
true stuff now,' but still we figured it would all fizzle out after
that. Then Download (Festival) came knocking and fans started
clamouring for an album. The PledgeMusic campaign smashed its target
in 3 weeks and we were like 'woah, we actually have REAL fans now'.
And it keeps happening. Status Quo, Download announced today for the
summer... I hope we never stop noticing those moments.
You
played the O2, supporting Status Quo, last December. Leading up to
it, did you harbour any worries as to whether a close-harmony trio
with a keyboard could cut it, sonically, in the expanse of an arena
and what reassured you it would work?
Timia:
Not at all, because we'd done it before. With Steel Panther at
Wembley and with Rock Choir at the NEC. Plus we had the full
confidence of Status Quo who had asked us to be there in the first
place, knowing full well what our set-up was. The sound quality can
be particularly epic and beautiful in arenas, if you think about it -
3 vocals plus a piano is 4 instruments. It sounds fuller than it
looks. Besides, when Elton John sits at his piano without the backing
band, or Ed Sheeran does a number just vocals and guitar in a massive
venue, there's never any doubt that they won't "cut it
sonically" because there are fewer instruments playing in a big
arena. If the performance is on point and the sound quality is great,
the space isn't an issue.
Jen:
In all honesty, no. I wasn't worried about 'filling the room' because
we had done it before, so we knew how to project ourselves and what
problems we would encounter. What WAS a worry was hearing ourselves,
because we don't use in-ear monitors (there isn't enough music
fighting against each other to make them worthwhile) which means we
have to fight against the natural ambience and delay of a huge room,
which was difficult and DIFFERENT every single night. It certainly
kept us on our toes!
You
released your first album – 'Sequins & C-Bombs' - last
September. How easy, or difficult, was it to make it happen once
you'd chosen the songs?
Timia:
Actually, we kind of chose the songs as we went. The album took about
10 months to record and during that time we wrote a lot of new
material for it, some songs we'd hoped to put on didn't work out in
the context of the album, others got added at the last minute. The
track list was always evolving alongside the recording process. For
the record, it is in no way 'easy' for an unsigned group to go from
having a 'a collection of songs we are performing' to a physical CD
manufactured, with slick cover art photographed, designed and
printed, royalties paid, legal stuff cleared and distributed globally
in stores and digitally. It's bloody hard. And expensive. There is
just no way we'd have been able to fund it without all the legends
who'd contributed to the PledgeMusic campaign. Every penny we earned
went into the making of the album. We were fed and sheltered by our
loved ones so that we could make it a reality. A lot of people gave
us help, advice and their services out of the goodness of their
hearts and because they believed in us. For us, it took literally
hundreds of people to make it happen, "Team Kitten" is a
HUGE posse now.
Jen:
It depends exactly what you mean because recording, mastering and
mixing the album was a lot of fun and the 'easy' part! The song
choice was ongoing throughout the recording process and Timia and I
were arranging songs against the clock, often resulting in us singing
it together for the first time IN the studio, then recording it then
and there. CD design, photo shoots, album covers, copy-writing,
social media interest, the Pledge campaign, upholding pledge treats,
the list goes on... That's what takes it out of you, it's all
exhausting. The administrative and distribution side of the album
creation was done by Zan and I think she is a saint. It looked
terrifying... there is so much that goes into releasing an album and
it is expensive. Be completely passionate about the music you want to
release, because it's a long ride!
Zan:
Like every challenge worth doing, making the album had massive high
points and huge low points and was a LOT of hard work. We pushed
ourselves harder than ever before in the studio, often resulting in
tears. Putting together everything else to do with the album
ourselves and becoming our own record label was an incredibly steep
learning curve. But the result is something we're amazingly proud of.
The fact we managed to get it showing in the charts was such a shock
and, as Timia said, it really was a team effort. Hundreds of people
donated their time, money, skills and support to us and we couldn't
have done it without our C-Bomb Squad which makes it an even better
feeling.
When
you choose a song to cover, do you have any pre-agreed priorities
between you or go solely by instinct?
Jen:
Both. We all have lists of songs that we want to try out, and it's
only when we sit down and try them out that we know whether they're
going to work or not. Sometimes we have 'lightbulb' moments when we
hear something when we're out and about and we all look at each other
and say 'this would be great' and it gets added to the list.
Zan:
The priorities are that it has to be a banger - we try to aim for
songs that everyone knows but aren't the obvious option for a
particular band. Also, we made a pact never to repeat songs that
Richard Cheese has already done. How many lounge versions of 'Killing
In The Name Of' does the world really need? There are other qualities
that might instantly cancel a song out - for example, if its already
laden with harmonies there's not a lot we can do which,
unfortunately, counts out a lot of the cock rock I love! And with a
lot of bands, there are so many great options we end up shoving as
many as we can into a medley, because who doesn't love a great
medley?
Huge
thanks to Timia, Jen and Zan for taking the time out and good luck
for the rest of the year...
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books.
SISSY
PANTELIS is an Athens-based writer of fantasy graphic novels and
prose.
A professed dreamer – 'the rest is not important' – she has been
contributing stories and collaborating with various quality artists
for the past twelve years. Specialising in modern fairy tales, her
approach is romantic without being sentimental; moral without
moralising. On the back of her two most recent releases, it seemed a
good time to discover more...
RED
NIGHTMARE and BLUE SPARKLES are the first graphic novels of yours I
have read. Although fairy tales, my initial impression was that they
seem to inhabit worlds neither strictly for the young nor for adults
alone. Is it your intention for your work to appeal across
the age ranges, or are you mindful of a specific audience?
SP:
With a few rare exceptions – some fairy tales I wrote for young
children
--
my
stories are meant to appeal to a wide age range. I hope that all
those who read my tales will enjoy them,
regardless of their age.
The
graphic novel seems to have saved the fairy tale as a form in recent
years and given it renewed life. Were you aware when you began
writing them that you would have
to collaborate with graphic artists to see them published? Or did you
previously ever consider writing them as text-only tales?
SP:
Ever since I started writing, my preference was to write long stories
in prose. I wrote such stories long before writing comic scripts. Not
surprisingly, my attraction to long prose affected both graphic
novels, but each one in a different way. RED NIGHTMARE was at first a
fairy tale I wrote as a birthday present for my niece. It was too
short so I had to add a few things, like the newspaper opposing the
king, the club of the nobles and so on, to have a 50-page comic.
BLUE
SPARKLES was born as a graphic novel. It was, however, my first comic
to be accepted by a publisher; so the first version of the story was
written with the logic of a novel. The story was 180 pages long
(which is twice the size of the final version!) Obviously, there
were, in this initial version, many elements that you will not see in
the graphic novel that came out. For instance, there was much more
about the time that Blue Sparkles spent in Thunderland. Also, the
journey of Blue Sparkles and Iridania through the Dream Realms was
much longer. As time passed, I realized that I had to take things
off. One reason was that such a long story would take too long to be
completed by the artist who worked on it (it took about 4 years as it
is!) The other reason is that such length is not compatible with a
good pace in a comic story. In a prose book, describing such details
works; in a comic, you have to go faster or the reader becomes bored.
So it really was necessary to shorten the story,
not only for the sake of the artist, but also to make the tale work
as a comic.
Which
brings me now to the first part of your question: it is true that you
find many fairy tales in the form of graphic novels. The reason for
this is that people in the comic field (creators and publishers
included) are much more open-minded towards fairy tales than people
in the literary field of fantasy. There seems to be a kind of
prejudice against fairy tales in the literary world of fantasy. Fairy
tales, in their original form, are considered too naïve; the sense
of wonder incited by a fairy tale is not seen as a positive thing in
literary fantasy. The notion that “fairy tales are for children”
has been widely spread in literary fantasy for a long time. With this
in mind, sadly, many fantasy writers will gladly sacrifice the
imaginative part of a story to more sophisticated themes. By doing
so, they hope to prove that fantasy is “serious”: a fantasy book
ought to make people think about various philosophical, social or
existential issues. I belong to those writers who believe that the
first aim of fantasy is to make people dream.
Most comic
creators share this opinion. In comics, one does not fear imagination
and the sense of wonder. That fairy tales are at home in comics is
therefore no wonder. The wide range of fairy tales available in the
form of graphic novels is the result of the open-minded mentality of
the comic creators towards fairy tales. It does not necessarily mean
that comics are the best medium for fairy tales or that it is
impossible to have very good fairy tales in the form of text books
nowadays.
The
fairy tale anthologies by Ellen Datlow, for instance, are proof that
there are still people, in the literary world of fantasy, who
genuinely love fairy tales and still put effort into the creation of
fairy tales too. Fantasy writers such as Neil Gaiman or Tad Williams
fearlessly include elements of fairy tales in their novels or short
stories. Some of their stories are versions of well-known fairy
tales; others are fairy tale-inspired. There are also literary
magazines that publish fairy tales. In 'Danse Macabre,' a magazine
published by Adam Henry Carrière, fairy tales are written by the
modern writers who contribute to the magazine. Classic fairy tales
regularly appear in the magazine as well.
You've
written that both your grandmother and mother were highly influential
in your love of fairy tales, while your father was a journalist. Can
you say a little about him – and what influence, if any, he had on
you?
SP:
My father had an enormous influence on my love of fairy tales too and
of literature in general. To start with, my father was an avid
reader. We had many books of various genres at home. My parents never
pushed me to read books, there was no need for it. I loved reading,
and had a big choice of books at my disposal ever since I was a
little girl. When I was reading books, my father would discuss those
books with me. He would ask me what I loved in the book or what I did
not like. He was always open-minded – he would listen to my opinion
and give his own, without criticizing. Those discussions definitely
contributed to developing my critical mind. Listening to the opinion
of my father, I learned how to better think about a book. Later,
those discussions incited in my mind a critical, albeit positive, way
to judge a story by considering it from different angles. In the same
way, those discussions influenced my critical thought about the
stories I was writing. My father would also read me his articles
before he sent them to the newspaper to be published. He was
extremely demanding while writing his articles; I believe that I must
have learned a few things when he read his work to me, even if the
prerequisites for a journalist’s writing are quite different from
what is required for writing fantasy.
One of the most important
things that my father brought to me is that he always loved fairy
tales, and he was never embarrassed to admit this. He told me a few
stories from the 'Arabian Nights' when I was a little girl as those
stories were still difficult for me to read. And he would always read
fairy tales with as much pleasure as when he was reading an “adult,”
more complicated, book. Even in his articles, he would sometimes mix
elements of fairy tales – whenever possible - in articles that were
not too technical. Growing with a father who claimed his love for
fairy tales openly and without the slightest embarrassment, it is no
wonder that I too never feared to claim my strong love for fairy
tales without any guilt or shame.
Could
you briefly describe Greece's tradition of fairy tales and what sets
them apart from those of other countries?
SP:
Greek mythology has a strong influence on fairy tales. Of course,
most of the elements in myths have altered with time. For instance,
dryads and nymphs became “fairies” in modern fairy tales. Fauns
became various kinds of gnomes. According to Nikos Politis, who
thoroughly studied and collected Greek fairy tales of various regions
of Greece in various periods, one strong feature that passed from the
ancient Greek myths to modern legends seems to be the existence of a
“hero”. This is a powerful man, who has the sense of justice. He
fights for right causes and defends the weak, the poor, the unfairly
treated minorities. The characteristics of the hero change in each
period. The hero in the stories of the Byzantine period will be
somewhat different to the hero in the period of the Greek revolution
against the Turks. But, his physical and moral strength and his sense
of justice will always remind me of Hercules, Perseus or Theseus.
Greek
folkloric songs are another major influence on fairy tales. Those
songs are about love stories, local heroes and sometimes even of
supernatural creatures and their doings. 'Aesop’s Fables' are still
widely taught in schools, but also told as stories. The versions of
those fables are the original ones- very short stories in simple
prose, instead of the most complex form of the fables in poem, in
their adaptation by Jean de Lafontaine. Lafontaine had not worked on
all Aesop’s fables either, so in Greece we have more of them. Most
regions – or islands- have their own legends or myths and legendary
creatures. The sea and ships are very important in Greece, so
obviously there are quite a few legends connected with the sea. One
of the most famous sea legends is about a siren, who is the sister of
Alexander the Great (also connected to many legends). This siren will
stop the travelling ships and ask the captain of the ship if her
brother is alive. If the captain answers that Alexander is alive and
rules the world, the siren will go away happy, and leave the ship to
continue its journey in peace. If the captain is an unfortunate
ignorant, who answers that Alexander the Great is dead, the siren
will be furious at this answer. She will provoke a dreadful storm
that will sink the ship and kill all those who travel in it. Just for
the record, I used this theme of the siren in a short story I wrote
some time ago. It is called 'Graveyard Siren'. (
https://angiesdiary.com/spring-contest-2014/graveyard-siren/
). Now, many regions in Greece have been under
the dominion of various Western countries (Venice and France among
others). It is, therefore, no wonder that some Greek fairy tales are
just variations of the well-known fairy tales of Grimm or Perrault,
while the influence of well-known Western fairy tales on some other
Greek fairy tales is quite obvious as well.
While
fairies are clearly fantasy creations, can the escapism that they
represent offer any solutions, for anyone, in the real world?
SP:
This is a difficult question; it could have been asked by fairies. If
you ask ten people, you will probably get ten different answers. One
thing is that fairies are dream creatures. Their ethereal aspect,
their detachment from material things (fairies need neither food nor
money!), their magic powers, their capacity to fly – actually
anything about fairies will make people dream. When something makes
you dream and relax, be it a fairy or beautiful music, you feel
better and your thought becomes clear; you can thus face whatever
problem preoccupies you with more clarity and take better decisions.
This is one thing fairies can do. In this case, they are quite
similar to a good night's sleep filled
with
pleasant dreams, or even nightmares. Sometimes, bad dreams also
clarify your mind. The other aspect of fairies is more complex.
Fairies
are creatures of passion. You see this in fairy tales, also in
Shakespeare’s 'A Midsummer Night’s Dream' (BLUE SPARKLES is
inspired by this play), but also in 'The Silmarillion,' the saga of
the Elves by J.R.R Tolkien. Fairies are not always kind. They often
make mistakes that can lead to disaster – not only for the fairies
that made the mistake
in the
first place, but also for all the others involved in it, willingly or
not. In BLUE SPARKLES, fairy princess Iridania and her beloved
Thunder Prince pay the price of the indomitable passions of Oberon
and Titania. However, unlike humans, fairies live their passions –
they never refuse or refute them and they don’t feel guilty about
their passions or the price they
have
to pay
for them. They take responsibility for the consequences of whatever
chaotic situation their passions have caused. As fairies are
themselves, without wearing the mask of hypocrisy that humans put on
so often in society, they develop a healthy pride that has nothing to
do with arrogance. Their sincerity gives them the force to deal with
their passions and accept their errors. Those elements give fairies
an awe-inspiring majesty and a clear superiority over humans. Maybe
the awe-inspiring strength of the fairies is due to their close
connection to Nature. Related to natural elements (air, water, earth
or fire), fairies possess the power of Nature. Even if humans ignore
or destroy Nature, the power of the natural elements will always
overcome the restricted, limited humans. If humankind respected
Nature and took lessons from it instead of ignoring and destroying
it; if humans could accept themselves and be tolerant to those
different to them, tolerance and sincerity could lead to freedom.
There is no need for a human being to be isolated in a desert or on
inaccessible mountain peaks to be free. True freedom is to know
yourself, your strength and your limits, and to respect other people.
Freedom means to accept your own passions – not to fear them.
Freedom means to be tolerant of those who are different from you–
not to be upset by whatever you cannot understand in others and
reject or criticize it so that you don’t get out of your comfort
zone. This is the way of fairies. If humans could do those simple
things, they would have some of the majesty of the fairies and the
world would probably be a better place too.
What
of your work – so far – are you most proud of and why?
SP:
Unfortunately, I cannot afford to be proud of my work. This is not
about modesty. If a creative mind becomes proud about one of the
things s/he creates, there is a big risk in ending up stationary. If
you think that one of your works is wonderful and you are too proud
of it, this pride will disadvantage your next endeavour. Every
creation is a challenge and has its own difficulties; neither pride
nor despair is the best way to sort out those difficulties.
Regarding myself,
I am happy when I have a good idea; I am also enthusiastic like a
child when I can work this idea into a story. Of course, I am
satisfied when a story is completed. But all those feelings vanish at
some stage, after I have finished the story, and will be renewed by
the starting of the next story. I believe that BLUE SPARKLES was one
of the most difficult stories I have
written
until now. Everything was challenging – from the writing itself to
the concept of the pictures. I am happy and fortunate to have
collaborated with an artist as talented as Vurore for this story.
Some chapters were really difficult to write - to the point of
causing me a (mental) block for
many
weeks, during which I was just biting my nails and cursing myself for
my lack of resources. For other parts of the story, I had a genuine
inspiration – to write those parts was like flying in a dream and I
was sad when they were over. I was moved and relieved when the story
was completed and the book was finally out. Even so, once the story
was finished, all the sensations that went with it progressively
vanished. I need this kind of energy for the next story. I am happy
that Vurore and I have completed BLUE SPARKLES, but I always hope
that the best is still to come – in the next stories.
What
are your writing plans for this year?
SP:
I already know that one of my fairy tales, which is illustrated by
Vurore, will come out soon. I am currently working on a long fantasy
story in prose. It will be a long fairy tale illustrated by Dutch
artist Nelleke Schoemaker, with whom we collaborated in the past.
Nelleke has beautifully illustrated some of my short stories. We are
preparing a long comic series with Vurore. I cannot say much about
it. Secrecy is an unbreakable rule in comics and there are good
reasons for it. I believe that it is quite safe to say that there
will be a lot about dreams, but not the dream world depicted in BLUE
SPARKLES – something quite different.
I am also preparing
an illustrated version of a well-known classic work, in collaboration
with Italian artist Dario Balletta. This is a very challenging
project, but I have been thinking about it for a long while and I am
happy that Dario has agreed to work on it. I keep writing short
stories too. Most of them appear in 'Danse Macabre'. I love this
magazine, and my stories have found a good home there thanks to its
founder Adam Henry Carriere. I cannot thank him enough for his warm
support of my work. There are many other projects, but they will
have to wait for the future.
Many
thanks to Sissy Pantelis for giving her time.
You
can view a cross-section of Sissy's work here:
http://gliovampire.deviantart.com/
Both
RED NIGHTMARE and BLUE SPARKLES are published by Markosia Enterprises
Ltd.
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Why
I Wrote...
'Oothangbart'
by Rebecca Lloyd
I wrote Oothangbart
as a response to my working life in London between 2000 and 2004. As
a maverick woman - and one who had been working with tribal people
in Tanzania before I moved there – I found it excruciatingly
difficult to fit in with English societal norms and particularly
those that haunt the workplace. I felt dreary, constrained,
irritated, and sometimes horrified by certain aspects of my working
life, even though it wasn't a bad one, since I worked for charities.
But, my constant underlying intention was to work purely to pay-off
my house mortgage so I could be free of that large and important
debt. But, finding enough time to do what I considered my proper
unpaid job of writing was difficult indeed until I took to working at
dawn for four hours before leaving for what I called my 'secondary'
work.
At secondary work, I could
not help but notice the nervous rituals that took place; the pressure
to conform, the fakery of friendships, and the gruesome Christmas
parties and so, to ease my constant discomfort, (and rather than
write it in the early morning when I had other fiction work to attend
to), every lunch hour I escaped into the world of Oothangbart.
I used to write in parks, cafes, at my desk, or any other place where
I could be alone in the Oothangbartian world of absurdity –
absurdity, which I was simply observing and copying with a degree of
artistic licence, from the work world in which I existed in reality.
I paid special attention to those things called 'meetings,' which
function to remind us that work is serious and awfully important,
when really they are ritualistic conventions whose true purpose is to
remind each worker of his or her place in the hierarchy.
As the novel Oothangbart
took shape, the characters that inhabit it formed themselves in front
of me as if walking out of mist and their names came to me as surely.
If readers are able to recognise certain types of people they are
familiar with then I am pleased, although I did not deliberately
study my fellow workers to create the characters. I took great
comfort in the creation of Oothangbart. I regarded it as
therapy, of sorts, that got me through my work day. It would seem
from a recent (Amazon) review that it might work the same way for
readers:
"Meetings for the
sake of meetings, with no real reason for the meetings and no real
outcome at the end. Doing things a particular way because they have
always been done that way. There was a particular chapter where the
great escalator stopped working, that had me chuckling away to myself
in recognition of ghost bosses in the past. It's a marvellous parody
of the world of work and I laughed to myself as I recalled many
workplaces and many big bosses who were staring at me from the pages
of Rebecca Lloyd's novel..."
Read more at Rebecca Lloyd's
official website:
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APRIL's issue will feature costume designer and author TRACY TYNAN, on her recently released memoir on her father, the controversial drama critic and literary manager-consultant Kenneth Tynan and novelist-biographer mother, Elaine Dundy.
